| used a pre-made layout. my own layout was causing difficulties for people when they want to comment. :<. oh well. I'll make my own this weekend.
TOOK FROM LYDIA'S.
Okay, I'm sick and tired of you people who don't appreciate anything. If you're gonna make a commitment to something YOU HAVE to stick with it! For the play, if you haven't noticed, Ruby, Carrie, Jason, Jonathan, Marcus, Eileen, and I have been working on this for a very long time. If you don't appreciate all our hard work and dedication, we might as well have screwed this whole thing. No you don't go to rehearsels to play with balls, and listen to ipods all day. It's one week before showtime, and if YOU'RE the one who messes up it's not gonna be OUR fault, it's gonna be YOUR fault that you didn't take the time to practice or go to rehearsels "cause it's just not worth your time cause of all the arguments". After all the work we've done, this is how you repay us, thanks.
I'd have to agree with her... Guys, I know the play sucks. I know you guys think the play is gay. GAYGAYGAY. I think it's retarded too, but I SAID I WOULD DO THE PLAY. And I stuck to it. I go. And ... I try not to get sidetracked. Unfortunately, everyone gets distracted by something, of course. I always get distracted. But when everyone's being serious about the play, isnt it great? <3 Geeze, I know it's a pain in the ass to not be able to go home early, but you all agreed to be in the play. and you have to do it. :<. sss`orlly? yeah. rlly.
Lydia, Ruby, Jason, Jonathan, Eileen, Mucas (:, and I have really been working. And We've gotten ourselves into countless disagreements and arguements over it, and I have cried. A lot. There's not a single head that hasnt been upset over the play. Honestly, I have never cried this much in a period of .. what? 4 months? I don't know.
ERGH. REALLY. IM REALLYREALLYREALLYTRYING to put this as nice as i can, but if the people coming to rehearsals to plug electronics into their ears, or to whack each other over the head with a cheap play sword-prop thing, or to mess around with perceptual motor shit would stop and be serious, and LISTEN when we tell you to put the damn ball down, or to stop stepping on the stage when we tell you to, the play would run so much better, doncha think?
A lot of us have been great about the play, like manda, steven, andrew, etc. But there are plenty of people that come to fool around. Come on, guys. I'm sorry if I seem like I'm a complete loserface for overreacting, but theres only 6 days till the playdate. And I have a feeling that if we don't shape up, we'll be fucked. Me, Lydia, Ruby, Jason, Eileen, Marcus, Jonathan. Us 7 people WILL BE FUCKED. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE WE WENT THROUGH? GOD. I AM FUCKING PISSED. moodswings, don't blame me. I have a good reason for my moodswingss... .. OKAY. continueing. WE HAD TO GO TO A LOT A LOT OF MEETINGS WITH MS. KONG, PTA, AND WE HAD TO BORROW MONEY FROM THE PTA TO START US OFF. AND I LOST A WHOLE SHITLOAD OF SLEEP FROM DRAWING CRAP ON THE COMPUTER FOR THE PLAY. (ruby probably lost more sleep than me over the play. she did the most computer work, methinks) WE HAD TO FIND SONGS, MUSIC, PAINT, MATERIALS... .. crap like that WHILE DEALING WITH OVERLY IMMATURE PEOPLE THAT WERE SPREADING FUCKING RUMORS ABOUT US AND THE PLAY. AND WHO DO WE DO THIS FOR?!!?! THE WHOLE EIGHTH GRADE. SO WE COULD HAVE A BIT MORE FUN.
NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.
NO ONE HAS BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO THE FUCKING WORK THATS BEEN GONE THROUGH. NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH STRESS CAME OUT OF THIS. ALL EVERYONE THINKS IS... "oh. wannabe actors.. this is too much for them to handle. they'll never be able to make it. this will just blow off" . IT HASNT BLOWN OFF, NOW, IS IT?!?. HAS IT?!? NO. WE HAVE LESS THAN ONE WEEK. AND IF WE DONT SUCCEED, WHO WILL GET BLAMED? US 7 KIDS WILL GET BLAMED. WE WILL GET IN SERIOUS FUCKING TROUBLE.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT? whenever there's a mess in the auditorium, you know who's been taking your blame? LYDIA. DID YOU KNOW THAT? SHE'S BEEN TAKING THE BLAME OF EVERYONE WHO LEAVES FUCKING CRAP ON THE FLOOR. that little wrapper that used to be wrapped around the candy that your stomach has consumed that was left on the floor? who was yelled at for that? ... LYDIA HAS. so get your ass to her face and thank her. </3 srry jessica and garrett again for leaving that backdrop on the floor. that was my bad.
PLEASE. please. please. stop fooling around. and in turn, I will reward you with a month free of my constant moodswings. <3 I know we're all just kids. but we could do it, kay?
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